Summer lovin`

I looooooooooooove the SPONTANEOUS, CARE FREE, RELAXED, CHILLL days of the summer before college :)

...which consists of NOTHING!! hahahah jk, i do keep myself occupied from time to time. What have I been up to? Well, its my first summer not traveling :( buuuuut I am commuting to Cupertino almost everyday for class w/ Edbert and Sonia. I really enjoy my class btw, and i know 2 ppl! Kimberly and Trang! Ummm and i've had mutilple Rockband/movie/game nights with the crew: Sammie, Jenny, Louis, David, Edbert + surprise visits from others. Flock/ym has also been a plus. Esp yesterday how we just acted like excited little kids playing and exploding things w/ dry ice! HAHA oh, fun. I need to get back on the schedule at the Y to make some bank and compensate for the mileage of driving helllaa far to that Vector shiz. I have alternate agendas for that, hehe. Anyways, who wants to go on a road trip?! :) And hve a House marathon?! AHHH so much to do, if only summer can last forevahh

deux jours

Stop looking back, gotta look FORWARD.

So I hve a desire to fall into "senioritis" bc cmon now, I only have to get a 3.00 gpa and C's or higher to meet the minimum reqs for grad magna cum/college. But then again, why not continue being studious and finish off high school academically strong? i have a problem finding a balance. Hopefully, Earl Warren college will help me w/ that, hehe. IM STOKED

Tomrw is a busy day; chocolate sushi w/ ppls, then more reading/writing and then break for choir practice then read some more. I guess I'm pretty content w/ my life. Never bored, just worn out and tired from all these activities! Cant wait til summer though. Hm I hope i get that internship. and get another job. and get taht summer class. and rekindle some friendships before we all leave SJ, AHHHH!

OMFG I'M DONEEEEE!!!!

1. Tues- stats

1. Did ok, hoping for a 2-3

   2. Wed- calc

   m/c easy, essay.. we got the hard form L but I think I did well. 4-5?

   3. Thurs- English lit

   Love the essay prompts, needed more time, like always; 2-4?

    

   PLEASEEEE I JUST WANT TO PASS!!

stuck

First off, good job to all CVC kids last night!! It was probably one of the smoothest-ran shows since I can remember. Thanks for everyone who came support :D

the annie/anny 's :D

Where my prom girlz at? lol

Okay, now to some serious business.

I feel lke I’m stuck in an awkward stage between childhood and adulthood. I’m legally an adult now, though I have yet to buy porn, a lottery ticket, cigarettes, or go clubbing (in the US, ahah) and whatever else 18 year olds do. I know that growing up should be an adventure, that the JOURNEY is worth looking to. I just wish I knew where I was heading so this college decision wouldn’t be so difficult!

I’m down to the wire: 60/40 towards UCSD. I must visit Cal this week and possibly shadow Tran and then decide… AH! Should I go to the top (public) school? or The school with beautiful weather where I can research AND surf? hah This decision is monopolizing my thoughts, afflicting me with insomnia and causing me to wonder how the rest of the senior world is so carefree. HOW DO YOU DO IT?! On top of this, there’s AP’s to worry about, financial aid stuff, scholarships, graduation! Oh how fast the year has gone by.

My head is spinning.

And my 5 hr nap didn’t help. I slept through youth mass, and I was supposed to EM, fml I know. And I slept through my study scheldule, leaving me even MORE behind. I wish sleeping could permanently take my problems away. Instead, I have to wake up and face them again.

note to self- I have to work on my closures